Monday, March 22, 2010

Why does timing matter??

Sean had to go back home to Virginia last night. I usually feel so empty after he leaves. It's not that I have nothing to do because I still have the kids, housework, homework, and a hundred other things I could do...it just all seems so much less when he's not a part of it. So timing...I can't understand why things can't just happen. I've got to find a car, a home, and a job, he's got to find a job here to be here...seems the steps are so many in between. I suppose all getting all these things lined up is great motivation if that's all it'll take to have him with us for good. The kids miss him like crazy too. Addy doesn't understand why he had to go back and why he couldn't just work here. It made me smile. Logan's back to school after a nice spring break and I have two papers to write this week. JOY. So anyway, I'm just a big ball of emotions today. I could write a ton more, but I think I'll wait for a more positive time.

Here's a picture from Sean's visit with us!

1 comment:

  1. In a couple years you will look back on this and understand it all! I'm glad you found your love! Now I need to go actually write in my blog! haha

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